Hello all. I feel like I have been away for a while, but no, just busy enjoying life in the Lord. Spending time with precious grandchildren, crocheting Christmas gifts, and have started a new writing course. As usual, God is Good.
I had some very special sharing time with my son this morning on the subject of letting life’s hurts keep us from our Lord. We talked about how David cried out to the Lord when his son, and others, were trying to kill him and take his throne and how he must have been overcome with discouragement, wondering why God did not intervene, in David’s timing. We, too, can become disappointed and/or angry with God and decide to run and hide from Him instead of obeying His purpose for us, and therefore miss out on His blessings. There is nowhere we can hide that the Lord is not there. Though I believe it is okay to question the Lord and perhaps be a brat for a time and try to run away from Him and His purpose for our lives, we must not stay in that dark questioning place. We must make the choice to converse with Jesus and ask Him why He may have allowed something horrible in our lives, and how He can help us turn it around to help others. Then, we are able to receive the healing that only God can bring.
As I was looking through some of my morning devotions, the Lord led me to one on Psalm 139. I said, “Aha, look, this is what we were discussing this morning!” And, of course, I just had to share it with all.
1 O lord, thou hast searched me, and known me.
2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.
3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether.
5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
7 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?
8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
9 If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea;
10 Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me.
12 Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee.
13 For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb.
14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
15 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.
17 How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!
18 If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.
19 Surely thou wilt slay the wicked, O God: depart from me therefore, ye bloody men.
20 For they speak against thee wickedly, and thine enemies take thy name in vain.
21 Do not I hate them, O LORD, that hate thee? and am not I grieved with those that rise up against thee?
22 I hate them with perfect hatred: I count them mine enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
24 And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.